Rage

I'm so unhappy.
Fuck my clothes.
Fuck my hair.
Fuck my face.
Fuck this school.

I hate who I am here. I just want to smile, laugh and feel comfortable in my own skin.
Today was the worst day I've had in awhile. I feel so ugly.
I have no fire in my heart. No drive.

I JUST WANT TO FEEL FUCK PRETTY.

You're Starting to Regress

I don't understand what made you change so much.
How you became so mean, so careless, so normal.
You were someone with so much soul. I saw it in you.
But I'm starting to change my mind about you.
I know why she liked you so much, and why now she fucking hates you to the core.
I couldn't support that more.

I called you one of the best, but now you're just like the rest.
Bland, hurtful, and egotistical.

B.K. is the only one of my friends who's ego is okay, because he's always been that way, and I've accepted it, and seen past it.
But you, you're turning into an ungrateful piece of shit.
I hope karma serves you justice.

At this rate, you've got none of my respect.
I called you out, it's the only reason you're so defensive.
Stop abusing my best friend, or I swear I'll put you right in your place.

Only Ashes

Incinerate whats left of this,
And torch the part of me that's you.
Fire's a beautiful sound.
We're only ashes.

I haven't been using my time wisely, apparently.
I haven't been the same, apparently.



I've been putting my best friend on the back burner.
I haven't been prioritizing.
I became obsessive.
I became sad.
I became lonely.

I don't really understand why I've been this way.
Maybe I am different.
Maybe I'm two-headed.
Maybe I hate college.

I wish someone was here when I lost my brain.

Most of The Time, I Love This Fucking Town. Most of The Time, I Hate All of You Fucking Bitches.

This is to all of the girls on the 4th floor of my dorm building with the exception of Jen May, Becca, and that Joanna girl who has snakebites...

FUCK YOU.
You ignorant bitches aren't shit.
Take all of your conservative, close-minded views and comments back to where you came from. You don't belong here.
You're all ugly on the inside anyway.

And most of you on the outside as well.