I've spilt the beans.
I said too much.
I let it all out.

You're overwhelmed.
You're standoffish.

I think i'm close to fine

I've done it again.

I miss you

I miss the times we've shared. I haven't known you long, but it's ruined.
We can't be like we were before.
You make me look left to right? You stand before on both sides, snickering to make me choose you. Or do I choose the other?

I can't get enough of this...
No Warning.
It's a shame they broke up. I'd do anything to see them play.

I am.

I am worried about you.
Your newly mesheviious smile.
The bloodshot eyes, and purely evil giggles.
Where did you disappear to?
Yet--Why?
I feel like I'm not good enough for you.
You don't seem to have a care in the world anymore.
It scares me. The fear shows through my green eyes.
I want you.
Not all to myself.
But I want you, and I feel you slowly drifting from the space between in fingers.

I absolutely love this book. It was incredibly entertaining and witty. I liked this far better than I liked Running With Scissors. A must read. I inceccently listened to The Decemberists as I'd let my eyes wander over the pages of this book. Smiles would spread across my lips as I'd laugh for the first time in awhile.

I'm happy.
New job, new phone, new boyfriend.
Great friends.

Here's to being 18.